a coward's thought.

i wish the expression "i tried," was so readily available to me. perhaps not as much as "i'm trying," which is far, far more damning...well, can't be good at everything. though i was damn close huh? i could teach an entire course over how to avoid becoming like the coward Artemis, but that too would only satisfy my urge to ramble about myself while avoiding actual progress...and change...granted, it would be action nonetheless.